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oh well... haven't been blogging for quite some time.. hmmmm..
today i just realised i'm not in the squad for the A division... hit me
hard though.. thought thru it.. and ya.. maybe soccer is just not for
me.. after all the shits tat i've been getting and ya.. well.. i can't do
anything about it la.. so.. just forget it and life has to go on.. have to
pick myself up when i fall.. and yea.. this is a very bad fall.. i just
don't get it la.. maybe i really play like shit and of no use to the team..

there are regrets.. of course.. but not about joining soccer.. got to know
great ppl.. fantastic friends.. yea.. always there to cheer u up when u
r down and fighting for u all the way.. hmm.. well.. this is life la.. i can't
do anything about it..

not in the team.. then....... ya... i don't know wat to say already.. just
plain sad.... ....................................