What a day

i don't know how to describe what i feel. my day was so bad. i wasn't even my normal self. i started talking nonsense trying to keep her off my mind. but i just couldn't. wat is the problem.
i mean u know that i really wanted u to be there. u know i wanto see u. u still have to leave. it doesn't matter if u took a cab back halfway. u were already gone. go. fuck off with ur new friends. just go away.


i just wanto forget all these.. so yea. i played soccer yesterday. we won 4-2. was a real good match against a strong side. i think joining this Maykha team will really profit me. everyone's just so good. and rag. yea. we really need to brush up. not tat we are doing tat badly but we can just get so much better. and my dad's back in sg! must go see wat he bought me.

okok. i'm off. shower and go for supper! then mustapha. is tat how i spell it. don't know dont' care. ok. ciao.

i dont' understand this. i really dont'. going out wif my friends to zouk is wrong?? just cuz i dotn' bring her along. i dotn' get it. i'm tired of all this. =(((

i'm afraid of losing her. i'll miss her a lot if i ever go away. i dont' want her to feel lonely. damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. =((((((((((((

suppose to play soccer! but then cock up. dont' know why there were three teams using the same field and one opponent taking on two teams. so i wasted my whole morning and my beloved sleep to go there and play 15 mins of soccer. bloody hell. then Kelven lost his wallet. hopefully the thief feel guilty and at least send back the cards to him.

and of course she woke me up in the morning. tot she had to go religious class or sth but the whole family fell asleeP!!!!!! haha. end up she just woke up just now only. still say canoot go out today! smack ur face later! grrrr.

errmmm. haven't been blogging for a while. yea. shall update. i went for the nus SDE camp.
it was fun. four days 3 night camp. slept at yusoff hall. ok i dotn'; know how to spell.
but i think most of them had like 3 hrs of sleep overall. haha. cuz of the world cup! but
i had a lot cuz i dozed off till the morning! woke up with 50+ missed callsss. hahahaha.
met some great ppl. JCW my gay mate. Zhi Ming, Nish and Hong Jie my ogls. Joyce my bro.
Val the tai tai. mich yen the easteners. a lot la. still left about 5 or 6 more. and we watched finals
together at K box. ohhhh. xiao qian voice power!

went to MOS last night. wif JCW Val and Zhi Ming. was quite fun. haha. Sneaked my fai there also. she got checked so long! the person ask her smile. then talk among themselves. ' it's her meh? it's her meh?' hahaha. and guess wat!!!! saw bapoks again. only this time they're much prettier. stare until fai irritated. haha. yaa. so morrow going school again. latersss.

the attack of bapokkkkkkkk!

okok. tat was one weird night! we went to mos btw. wed night. me mudd azri rafiq rahman.
then when the club closed about 5 am. we went to get some snacks and drinks. five of us
were sitting outside the 7elven eating and chatting when this preettty big boob BAPOK walk past! she/he turned to us and said 'i wanto eat......'. she/he had a weird accent and we tot she/he was hungry and asking for food. okok. i'd just use she la ok? she/he she/he very troublesome.
so we offered her our drinks and noodle. she walked away! then turned and said. 'i wanto eat ur dicks! all five of u. FOR FREE!' hahahahah. wattt the fuckkkk! we were all schocked! we were like. eh there's like five of us here. u sureee? she was like YES. i want u all to cum in my mouth! i want u all to fuck me in the ass. haha. then took my handphone and called herself. was a stupid decision by me to give my handphone from the first place. SO. my friends were like FUCK! that's FREE BLOWJOB! how cool. virgins mah. wat to do. ah ah. then she walked back towards us. mr RAHMAN asked if he could touch her leg. so she pulled her skirts. so he touched. then she squat down. rahman go for another head-banger! he asked to touch the blooody fake breast! hahaha. yup. u were rite. so RAHMAN supposedly touch her breast, in the form of POKING! he poked and poked and poked her breast. hahah. damn funny. then waahhhh firm ah firm. wtf. those are fake! lol. but anyway. didn't end up she sucking our inexperience cockS , complained tat she was too tired afterwards. so we tot we were safe. then suddenly we have no plans left and we didn't feel like going home. so AZRI act as me and called Dayah. haha. then she ask him to spell the name. he was stumbling all over. so at last she knew it was him and i think we should be seeing two of them together real soon. but she stay in Jurong. anywya tat's not the point. we headed to Azri's place cuz we got nothing to do. and thereeeeeeeee! guess wat. tatttt bapok called my handphone!!! here's the conversation yea. Bapok: ' Helllloooo.' Me: ' hello. yea. who's this?' Bapok: ' hi. this is lee.'
but because of the bloody accent. i tot i heard ameli or sth. i tot i diont' konw who! then realised the voice a bit rough. sooo it's the BAPOK! haha. okok. by now. she's Lee. so i on the speaker and we all listened.

Lee : ' what are u doing?'
me : ' my friend's place. all five here. where u went just now?' ( because she supposedly was about to suck our cocks but disappeareed)
Lee : ' i'm tired! i'm tired! (watever, even if u're not tired. it's not as if we goingt to do to ur ass)'

then she asked me my age and she's 22 btw. then she's from Bangkok. BELL! bangkok eh! haha.
then the bomb.
Lee : do u wanto meet me this friday? ( wat the fuck. meet u for wat. haha.)
me : ehhh? for wat.? sorry la. i got no money.
Lee : hotel very cheap la. 20 dollars only.
me: ehhhh. dont' know la. see how see how.
Lee : wat's ur name?( i accidentally told her real name. but recovered in time!)
Me : ehhh. i'm kozaw. ehhh. kwzan. ya. K- W - Z - A - N.
Lee : ohh. do u wanto be my boyfriend?

tat's the question tat's the question. we all wanted to laugh like fuck! i mean wat the fuck man.
this is the first time in my life a bapok asked me to be her boyfriend!!!! hahahaaha. it's scary. so i said. too soon la too soon. she was like it's ok it's ok. up to u but i just like u. WAT THE FUCK!! i was damn scared already. hahaha. then when we were about to hang up. she said " DARLING I MISS YOU. " arrrgggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.. okok. bye bye.

haha. so this is the end to the chapter and the bapok has yet to contact me again. haha.
if there's any new episode. i'll inform u all. ok. bye.
me:

World cup's coming, World cup! WAHAHAHA. oh ya. the lion city cup U-16.
the kids are damn good man. so small size. Like 145 cm like tat.
they played 90 mins some more. still can sprint sprint until last minute.
power power. oh ya. i think i'm going to liverpool. ok change that.
i AM going to liverpool. haha. tireddd.

haven't been blogging in a whileee. hmmm. wat's happening with my life. i shall update.
ohoh. just got rejected by NTU. haha. so it's nus or liverpool or us for me. i still haven't
decided really. it's getting irritating man.

and honesty doesn't really pay. it just get worse. ya.

and of course playing soccer morrow. against elfi's team.

this is getting irritatin!! everyweek also draw. and we were always leading.
last minute opponent equalise. wat the hell is the problem man.
first it was 3-3. we were 3-1 up. then there's another 3-3. we were 2-0 up.
then the worst is 5-5. we were 5-2 up! tat match was so crappy. Alex got
red-carded for dont know why. and one penalty went against as for a
very legal foul. stupid ref. okok. next week gotta win.

anywya. why u so angry wif meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee?????

i'm going to try sth new. hehehe.
seeeeeeeeee. picture! hahaha. at last.

so i went. to the interview. wore long sleeve shirt and leather shoes. then i saw
one bloody bugger from Yishun JC( he told me he's from there ) wearing Polo-T
and some stupid sneakers! wat the fuck. ok. after tat i went for the interview.
so i talked to the professor. we started talking about what position i play for my
school soccer team! haha. he played the same position as me la. wat la this la tat la.
funny shit. then. he ask me stupid physics formulae!! wat's the similarities between
the fields like electric field gravitational field and magnetic field. damnnn. then wat's the
condition to get diffraction. shittttt. gave me complex number formula and asked me to
plot! fuckkkk. some examination or wat. but in the end. he gave me his name card. ask me
contact him later for some revision!! hahaha. anywya. i think i'll reject tat course! more more
and more physics. plus more more more formulae and memorising. think i'm through all
those. thanks professor Huan. hahaha.

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interrrvieeeeewww

wth! Staff from NTU called me just now! have to go down for an interview.
don't know for wat also. dont' feel like going. so early in the morning 930am!
plus at NTU. so far. damn it. don't know why i said ok so easily. and i forgot
i applied for the course. Physics and applied physics. the person had to tell me
it was my second choice apparently. haha. soooyaa.

Went to Kusu Island today! haha. apparently ur wishes come true.
my mom wanted to go so i sent her there with my aunties and her kids.
so damn cute two of them. haha. one is 7+. another is 6.

anywya. received a letter from NUS. got into Facility and Project Management.
dont think i really want it. still thinking about it. JY's true. come out become
supervisor.

anyway. mom's here. so i'll be very quiet and nice these few days. hahahah. nooo
of course not. i'm always nice and stay home at night

i'm a business man

my bro went back to myanmar!! wth. i also wanto go back. =(((
and sooo. i took over his businesss!! heeeeee. and holding two
handphones now. and bring a paper and a pen everywhere to
write down notes. haha. funnn. i feel like a business man already!

anywya. my mom's coming today! hehheh. so at least gonna eat
homecooked food. or eat out wif her. don't have to eat alone at the
shop already! yeaa! and i'm going to shop shop shop. ok sounds a bit
gay. but i haven't buy stuffs for very long already. so yeaa. i want
new shoe new shirt and cap. i'll bug her later. haha.

tat day i was chatting wif andrew at toh street. it was about12+? and he
was smoking. he suddenly turned back and got a fright! tot he saw whilt figures
then it was his stupid smoke. haha. crazy fucka

some things to ponder.

All words and opions in the following entry is purely, entirely and physically fictional. Due to the stupid behaviours and words that might offend some ppl, the content should not be read by anyone.

Me being a buddhist, i was thinking why i keep saying 'oh my god!', ' thank god!' and stuffs like that. I was wondering if i should be saying ' oh my Buddha!' , ' thank buddha!'. But i was disscussing with andrew and it sounded really weird. But hey! For Buddha's sake, i'm a buddhist! so i'm sticking to it. so next time if u hear me saying 'oh my buddha' or ' thank buddha'. u all know why. yupp! see u all around and take care. May Buddha bless u. =)

i seriously need to do sth to occupy myself.

okok. correction. someone complained to me tat it's Langkawi and not Lengkawi.
so ya. lAngkawi trip was nice. yeaa.
oh. last last night. was out the whole night at xueying's house. haha. bbq-ed and
drank and met some great ppl and an aunty. hurrrr.

Corinne was so aunty la. haha. and met two more lesbianss!! haha. dont' know why.
tat day just couldnt' rememebr the names properly. and a new found best friend michelle.
anywya. hope to meet u all again soon eh.

lengkawiiiiii

just back from Lengkawiii.. ahhhh. tired like mad.
very fun trip. haha. the island so big. wth. wholo day
drive drive drive. but still. it was fun. okok. now i
need my sleep. damn!

another day of mos

yeaaa. MOS-ed again. wit mudd rafiq zen and zen's friends. haha. zen's funny la.
asked him to be a man. he became gentleman. haha. crazy ass. anywya. it was
quite fun la. but not as fun as the first time. and got three unused drink tickets again.
haha. left the place at 5 then slack slack lepak until 630. reach home at 730.

oh.. then went to tpjc to support but we lost 2-1. and parts of supporters are damn
irritating. they're tpjcians and they were booing the team. crazy fuckas. anywya.
gotta take a nap. tata.

wat a day

woke up real early to play hockey. then at night played soccer. haha. niceee.
and i had a drum lesson in the eveining.. tot it was 5 so when i went there
the teacher gave me a blank look and siad tot ur lesson from 415 to 5??!!
hell. missed my lesson. hahaha. to think tat i tot i had lots of time and
lepak-ing at mac since 4 with izuan. darnn!